'Too late Uncle'

           Confessions too Late.



       
     Last year I received a bad and sad news
                         f rom one of my cousin and it made meshocked knowing that one of my favorite person have taken his own life. Yes He committed that sin to his self,When I heard this at first I got mad,I blame him and asked him Why? But that question did not last for long on my mind,Because truly I know for to myself the reason Why he came to that point. He is all alone by himself an old man without someone to wait for him at home no child that would took care of him, Left alone by himself an old sick man in a room without no one insight for him to tell stories, who would give him water when He thirst,who would be there to laugh and cry with. What would be the best remedy for his loneliness but to end such misery.        The time to bury him came and seeing his sons being there make it hard for me to smile and pretend that it's fine because deep inside I'm blaming them why My Uncle did this to himself.  His two son is in good built,  with work and capable of visiting their Old Father in which I still can remember that I promised to myself that I must speak to them for my Uncle's sake before it's too late...

 But it's too late I was not able to make them visit their Father because I also have other things to do than insist to them and a short period I become mad to myself because I did not make it!  I know I cannot do anything now but to pray and be sorry for him, and the only thing I did was to let him be buried to my Parents grave.
  Days have passed after He was buried it's Sunday afternoon again the day and time when I dont know what will I feel again.
 Then it's time to close my eyes again for the 'Our Father' I closed my eyes then a up comming scene was about to begin.
   A vision of a place where I saw people in white but I'm pretty sure they are not angels because they don't have wings, then I saw a man kneeling to a big Statue I only saw the knee up to the feet of the said Statue. The man in front is like praying, confessing and begging at the same time.
  After that I saw a man in white he walks in my direction as if He's tired and so hopeless that I began to feel it, the heaviness of his emotion then suddenly his face I saw and it surprised me to know that the man is my Uncle my poor Uncle I saw his very pale face and his crying, He started to stretch his arms to touch me but because I did not like the feeling I am feeling at that moment I opened my eyes then the vision was gone.

  I know that vision came to me to let me know that He is guilty and that He wanted to get help from me. But I don't know how?
I am aware that suicide is major sin so I'm not sure if I can still pray for him to let him be saved from what punishment would be given to him. I know God is compassionate so I'm praying that He will hear my Prayer for my Uncle Poor soul.