"The Greatest Nightmare"                         

        The greatest Nightmare I ever had is not the Nightmare I had in My dreams , I wished that it was only a dream but its not. 

The outbreak of Corona Virus all over the world is not a joke it prevented people from doing their own stuff like working,, and studying

living a normal life. The Government became the master of all from the safety precautions and all the guidelines We must abide.

It is so terrifying when I hear news that theirs a huge percentage escalating from one country to another , their is no hospital caters

to a normal illness so their is a shortage of hospital all over. The Hospitals are overwhelmed with the patients who arrived day by day.

 Many of the Medical Professional risk their life to save others. People from all walks of life. Even the rich they are not saved by the 

money in their pocket.

 When Corona Virus explode in the face of Earth all was a Domino effect poverty became worst than ever even family with little came to none. people aged 17 and below was not allowed to go out even senior citizen who only wants to spend the last moment of  their life simply being with their Family is prohibited by the law because they are very prone to this kind of Virus.

Young people who wants to enjoy life being a kid or being

a teenager cannot go out for their own safety. As Mother I do not want to see My 11 year old kid not going outside to

be with their Friends having fun. It so painful when He asked me "Mom why I cant play and be with My Friends outside? I know they knew the answer to the question but

I supposed they want to asked the real WHY? Why is this happening? Well I really want to answer them but I

Myself do not know the real answer to it. Sometimes He did asked Me again then I only said that its because 

people or We human beings forgotten about Our Creator and God is our creator. Many are busy of earning and earning lots of money that they have forgotten that without God all is nothing. We owe everything to God and that We should praise Him for all that we have but instead people think that they made themselves. They are successful because they are good in business, They are lucky because they have the charm but the truth is God made it possible for us , and that is the lesson I learned during this days of Pandemic. People became occupied to protecting themselves from the Virus like about face mask and face shield ,alcohol and other disinfectant    https://youtu.be/lDnBTvSgc3w

People hoped to come back to a normal life but how long should we wait?

 

                                         Never October

      October an ordinary Month for me because its not My birthday no special person celebrating their

special day but on October of 2019 it became so special as if I had to prepare for a new beginning of 

My life because I had to undergo My 6 month treatment for PTB but Thanks God its not that bad. Yes 

I had to go through a lot of pain ,coping to do because My love ones life is also at risk because they can

also get it from me and I do not like this to happen. Because for me and as a Mother its better that I will

be the one to get sick cause I love them so much. I thought I was already healthy when I finished the

whole treatment but unfortunately last October of 2021. I went to a Clinic for a check-up and I was very

sad to know that My Creatinine was high it went up to 203 then My doctor advised me to take a Nutri-

tional Therapy for two moths and that I have to work it out to get My Creatinine level back to normal 

or I will have to undergo on a Dialysis and so I looked forward on My next 2 Months as a struggling 

and very challenging months.   https://youtu.be/7PDthruCMhE   Here is the link of My you tube video

where I shared My journey last year 2021

This photo was taken last Oct 8,2019 when I was diagnosed with PTB or Tuberculosis.

This photo was taken last Oct 6,2021 when I had a high Creatinine.

You might be asking Me Why I called it very challenging? Because as a patient with the findings of 

High Creatinine. The Doctor advised me not only to take Medicine regularly like take it 3 times a day 

but aside from that He wants me to avoid  this foods.

1.Pork,chicken,beef,ham  2.Junk foods  3.Canned goods like sardines, sausages 4.Soft drinks ,colas 

especially with hard colors in it. 4.Condiments like catsup, Mayo dressings 5. and other kinds of fish

I hope this blog of mine will help readers especially all who needs to bring back their creatinine to 

normal level.

 

  

MY UNKNOWN GIFT! BY. RMUDRA

               'A birthday without celebration'

It's so nice to be remembered during your special day especially when your birthday will come. I do not have bad memories regarding celebrating my birthdays because a child my parents usually celebrate it. They invited my friends even relatives to share that moment with us, They cook good and delicious food and we had fun. 

But when i grew up having my own family the festive event of my life became ordinary, i don't get any greetings from those people that i really expected i thanked the social media because at least someone wants to be applauded by thanking them of greeting me, that's the only time i knew that it's my birthday. 

  The childhood memories having a good celebrated birthday was gone. Painful but yes i wanted to know and feel that I am special during that one day in my life, just like my mom does they cook without asking as of 6 in the morning, you know it's my birthday because they are the very first to greet me play a happy birthday song that will run until the sunset.

But now… im counting the saddest birthday ever . A person needs to feel their special so i think you should not ask whether you would cook or not it's your intuition that yes the person wants you to cook for her on that special day make him a king or a queen even once a year.

 A special greeting from the family means a lot but when you hear nothing then you feel useless the care and love you showed to them is useless but now I am getting used to it as my birthday as nothing day!'

It's so nice to be remembered during your special day especially when your birthday will come. I do not have bad memories regarding celebrating my birthdays because a child my parents usually celebrate it. They invited my friends even relatives to share that moment with us, They cook good and delicious food and we had fun. 

But when i grew up having my own family the festive event of my life became ordinary, i don't get any greetings from those people that i really expected i thanked the social media because at least someone wants to be applauded by thanking them of greeting me, that's the only time i knew that it's my birthday. 

  The childhood memories having a good celebrated birthday was gone. Painful but yes i wanted to know and feel that I am special during that one day in my life, just like my mom does they cook without asking as of 6 in the morning, you know it's my birthday because they are the very first to greet me play a happy birthday song that will run until the sunset.

But now… im counting the saddest birthday ever . A person needs to feel their special so i think you should not ask whether you would cook or not it's your intuition that yes the person wants you to cook for her on that special day make him a king or a queen even once a year.

 A special greeting from the family means a lot but when you hear nothing then you feel useless the care and love you showed to them is useless but now I am getting used to it as my birthday as nothing day!

It's so nice to be remembered during your special day especially when your birthday will come. I do not have bad memories regarding celebrating my birthdays because a child my parents usually celebrate it. They invited my friends even relatives to share that moment with us, They cook good and delicious food and we had fun. 

But when i grew up having my own family the festive event of my life became ordinary, i don't get any greetings from those people that i really expected i thanked the social media because at least someone wants to be applauded by thanking them of greeting me, that's the only time i knew that it's my birthday. 

  The childhood memories having a good celebrated birthday was gone. Painful but yes i wanted to know and feel that I am special during that one day in my life, just like my mom does they cook without asking as of 6 in the morning, you know it's my birthday because they are the very first to greet me play a happy birthday song that will run until the sunset.

But now… im counting the saddest birthday ever . A person needs to feel their special so i think you should not ask whether you would cook or not it's your intuition that yes the person wants you to cook for her on that special day make him a king or a queen even once a year.

 A special greeting from the family means a lot but when you hear nothing then you feel useless the care and love you showed to them is useless but now I am getting used to it as my birthday as nothing day!

The Warrior's blog

It was an everyday struggle an everyday war i am living since I was diagnosed with PTB what they call infection in the right upper part of my lungs. When the Doctor says that 'Dont worry with the daily take of medicine you will be okay' It was a relief for me. In the past few days i treat is as a ordinary day going on with my daily chores. But as im in the middle of my one month it was a very achy experience. I had an alarm at around 6:30am everday for my medication because i must took it with an empty stomach then i had aching bone all over the parts of my body actually it's not the bone but what i am sure that when the medicine is already inside me and started to do it 's function the very effect is getting through my nerves ,the roots of it. A very painful experience for someone undertreatment of this illness.

So i wonder whats more the cancer patients the one going through radiation and all that's why I really hope that specially little one will not suffer from this kind of treatment. I cant imagine those little hands ,little bodies fight for pain each day.

So i am not writing this just to blog but i write this to let the parents be aware that having such an illness is so painful so lets start to really love our children our family.

 We can say ,We love them so we give them what they want, It's wrong for me now I can say that it's proper to say that..

  I love them so i give them what they need. Yes it's the right statement than the first. We should give them nutritious food even if they dont like vegetables and avoid giving them junk foods that is harmful to their health ,Lets be wise this time before it's too late. For other inspirational article follow me at my facebook page Life learnings and inspiration.

         

                  'Self-lessness'

    It was a very frightful moment of my life while waiting for the result of Chest X-ray. I don't know what to think at that time. I prayed that the result will be in my flavor, but I admit that before I went to the seek consultation I knew that i would be getting the answer that I'm very scared off.
 The day came and I knew about it at that very moment I really wanted to cry but I guess the Doctor wants to calm me down so He says that 'Don't worry it's curable only if you take your medicine regularly'
  I will undergo under medication for 6 months. Six months I thought of that as another burden to my Family, Now I have to allot some for my medicine, the I talked to my Children to inform them and also to take pre-caution because the first month of my medication is so crucial that I can transfer it to any of them.
I really prayed that I can make it and that I'll be able to afford my medicine. But beside knowing that I Am sick I also discovered one thing.
  The question that keep longing for an answer finally came out. Now that I'm going through all with this I can say that I Am important with my Family not because I cooked for them, I do the laundry for them and realised that I Am special.
   When they knew about it my Eldest did not think of herself at that moment the money she saved to buy her new cellphone, She spend it and bought my medicine and that surprises me, The girl party goer, ambitious one who I knew that who would chase the moon and tThe Star to get what she want now became so self-less.
  Just like what I said in my YouTube channel when I tackled the topic Challenges
 https://youtu.be/ZAZmgnm6zog.

Challenges that came to us not only came to challenge us but it has also advantages and it's the one thing I discover it's advantage to my being sick I knew that I m worthy to the people around me specially to my Family.

                  '  The end is beginning '

   We all know that the Bible says that when the King of most high will return their will be wars, famine,spread of desease and that many will appear to deceive human beings.

  It was Sunday afternoon inside the Church I close my eyes for the 'Our Father' then suddenly a black clouds appear like theirs a very strong typhoon is coming, then I saw soldiers walking with their guns and with anger in their faces ready to fight.  Then I saw war tanks and upon seeing this why I felt so heavy that I could not breathe and thT why I begun to open my eyes to instantly pull out my self in that feeling.

  I really hope that this visions will end but I know He is giving me a purpose since I've been looking for the answer for so long, So now that He is answering my prayer I better finish it for his glory.

 So I hope you who reads this do not smile at me or say that I am loosing my mind because all that I wrote here are visions that God wants us to be prepared since according to the 'Holy Bible''No one knows the time the day our Lord will come so we must all be prepared by making our souls clean. So when He comes we will be sure that we are coming with him in Heaven.