'Self-lessness'
It was a very frightful moment of my life while waiting for the result of Chest X-ray. I don't know what to think at that time. I prayed that the result will be in my flavor, but I admit that before I went to the seek consultation I knew that i would be getting the answer that I'm very scared off.
The day came and I knew about it at that very moment I really wanted to cry but I guess the Doctor wants to calm me down so He says that 'Don't worry it's curable only if you take your medicine regularly'
I will undergo under medication for 6 months. Six months I thought of that as another burden to my Family, Now I have to allot some for my medicine, the I talked to my Children to inform them and also to take pre-caution because the first month of my medication is so crucial that I can transfer it to any of them.
I really prayed that I can make it and that I'll be able to afford my medicine. But beside knowing that I Am sick I also discovered one thing.
The question that keep longing for an answer finally came out. Now that I'm going through all with this I can say that I Am important with my Family not because I cooked for them, I do the laundry for them and realised that I Am special.
When they knew about it my Eldest did not think of herself at that moment the money she saved to buy her new cellphone, She spend it and bought my medicine and that surprises me, The girl party goer, ambitious one who I knew that who would chase the moon and tThe Star to get what she want now became so self-less.
Just like what I said in my YouTube channel when I tackled the topic Challenges
https://youtu.be/ZAZmgnm6zog.
Challenges that came to us not only came to challenge us but it has also advantages and it's the one thing I discover it's advantage to my being sick I knew that I m worthy to the people around me specially to my Family.

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