Saturday, 16 November 2019



               'A birthday without celebration'

It's so nice to be remembered during your special day especially when your birthday will come. I do not have bad memories regarding celebrating my birthdays because a child my parents usually celebrate it. They invited my friends even relatives to share that moment with us, They cook good and delicious food and we had fun. 
But when i grew up having my own family the festive event of my life became ordinary, i don't get any greetings from those people that i really expected i thanked the social media because at least someone wants to be applauded by thanking them of greeting me, that's the only time i knew that it's my birthday. 
  The childhood memories having a good celebrated birthday was gone. Painful but yes i wanted to know and feel that I am special during that one day in my life, just like my mom does they cook without asking as of 6 in the morning, you know it's my birthday because they are the very first to greet me play a happy birthday song that will run until the sunset.
But now… im counting the saddest birthday ever . A person needs to feel their special so i think you should not ask whether you would cook or not it's your intuition that yes the person wants you to cook for her on that special day make him a king or a queen even once a year.
 A special greeting from the family means a lot but when you hear nothing then you feel useless the care and love you showed to them is useless but now I am getting used to it as my birthday as nothing day!'


It's so nice to be remembered during your special day especially when your birthday will come. I do not have bad memories regarding celebrating my birthdays because a child my parents usually celebrate it. They invited my friends even relatives to share that moment with us, They cook good and delicious food and we had fun. 
But when i grew up having my own family the festive event of my life became ordinary, i don't get any greetings from those people that i really expected i thanked the social media because at least someone wants to be applauded by thanking them of greeting me, that's the only time i knew that it's my birthday. 
  The childhood memories having a good celebrated birthday was gone. Painful but yes i wanted to know and feel that I am special during that one day in my life, just like my mom does they cook without asking as of 6 in the morning, you know it's my birthday because they are the very first to greet me play a happy birthday song that will run until the sunset.
But now… im counting the saddest birthday ever . A person needs to feel their special so i think you should not ask whether you would cook or not it's your intuition that yes the person wants you to cook for her on that special day make him a king or a queen even once a year.
 A special greeting from the family means a lot but when you hear nothing then you feel useless the care and love you showed to them is useless but now I am getting used to it as my birthday as nothing day!















It's so nice to be remembered during your special day especially when your birthday will come. I do not have bad memories regarding celebrating my birthdays because a child my parents usually celebrate it. They invited my friends even relatives to share that moment with us, They cook good and delicious food and we had fun. 
But when i grew up having my own family the festive event of my life became ordinary, i don't get any greetings from those people that i really expected i thanked the social media because at least someone wants to be applauded by thanking them of greeting me, that's the only time i knew that it's my birthday. 
  The childhood memories having a good celebrated birthday was gone. Painful but yes i wanted to know and feel that I am special during that one day in my life, just like my mom does they cook without asking as of 6 in the morning, you know it's my birthday because they are the very first to greet me play a happy birthday song that will run until the sunset.
But now… im counting the saddest birthday ever . A person needs to feel their special so i think you should not ask whether you would cook or not it's your intuition that yes the person wants you to cook for her on that special day make him a king or a queen even once a year.
 A special greeting from the family means a lot but when you hear nothing then you feel useless the care and love you showed to them is useless but now I am getting used to it as my birthday as nothing day!

Friday, 8 November 2019

The Warrior's blog







It was an everyday struggle an everyday war i am living since I was diagnosed with PTB what they call infection in the right upper part of my lungs. When the Doctor says that 'Dont worry with the daily take of medicine you will be okay' It was a relief for me. In the past few days i treat is as a ordinary day going on with my daily chores. But as im in the middle of my one month it was a very achy experience. I had an alarm at around 6:30am everday for my medication because i must took it with an empty stomach then i had aching bone all over the parts of my body actually it's not the bone but what i am sure that when the medicine is already inside me and started to do it 's function the very effect is getting through my nerves ,the roots of it. A very painful experience for someone undertreatment of this illness.
So i wonder whats more the cancer patients the one going through radiation and all that's why I really hope that specially little one will not suffer from this kind of treatment. I cant imagine those little hands ,little bodies fight for pain each day.
So i am not writing this just to blog but i write this to let the parents be aware that having such an illness is so painful so lets start to really love our children our family.
 We can say ,We love them so we give them what they want, It's wrong for me now I can say that it's proper to say that..
  I love them so i give them what they need. Yes it's the right statement than the first. We should give them nutritious food even if they dont like vegetables and avoid giving them junk foods that is harmful to their health ,Lets be wise this time before it's too late. For other inspirational article follow me at my facebook page Life learnings and inspiration.



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